Aargh.

Right now I just feel like school is my last priority. And like I'm not even interested in all the things that I have to learn to get my degree which maybe I am only getting so that I can legitimately draw pictures and say that it's work and if anyone asks I can say, well I have a fine arts degree. And this computer lab is really way too hot and I DON"T understand how to make a stupid audio track and I just want to go outside and not have to do this. There are so many other things to be doing and experiencing and I know that I should be able to engineer my own path here to the things I am interested in but I get so confused by all the different instructions and what other people are doing that I can't find my way.